And those eyes. the look in your eyes. I have yet to find someone else with the same look in your eyes.

How long would it be before I have you in my embrace again?

Despite all the time I gave myself, I still find myself chasing pavements that lead right back to you.
I really want to move on and do other things, with other people, in other places. Somehow, I am still trapped in your shadow.

Without you, I am only a shell of who i used to be.

It seems you are not meant to be forgotten.
You exists in me, around me
and everytime i think of you,
emotions of a thousand sorts overwhelm me.

What I am trying to say is, i still care alot for you.

It's interesting to see how disappointed I am when you did not contact me when you are back. Is it really over? I could give up anything now for a day with you.

Nothing's ever the same at all.
Should I move on or keep playing make believe.
You are already gone but who's that beside me.
I cant feel love anymore and I just feel like dying.
It's one day after another, but my heart can only break once.
So please, if you are not here to stay, then leave.

I wish i havent love you so much.
I wish i could have my heart back.
I wish i havent gave you up.
I wish i could go back to the time when we are still together.
Now all i left is an aching wound and I am missing you so badly.